Travel Anxiety

Hello! I live in the UK and have severe anxiety surrounding being abroad due to previous trauma/ptsd. We really want to go abroad for our honeymoon but I massively struggle with the change of being somewhere completely different and not being a native speaker. When I have previously been on holiday in Spain I have really struggled, despite everyone speaking mostly fluent English. My severe anxiety eased significantly when we found an English bar/cafe where the owners were all from the UK. I have no idea why this is the case, but I am guessing it’s a trauma related safety response. My partner would like to go to a hot country to relax and pre-trauma I also really enjoy hot holidays. Since the trauma I often end up unable to leave the room and spend most of the holiday shaking and throwing up with fear and anxiety. I know it is such a strange request, but I was wondering if anyone knows of any resorts/hotels etc somewhere hot abroad that are owned/ran by people from the UK. (Side note, need to be LGBTQ+ friendly countries!)